That moment when you get pissed off because someone unexpectedly made you smile.

Well, I wasn't really pissed off that much. It's just that I wasn't really expecting anything (although I admit I was kind of still hoping) and it suddenly came out of the blue and I didn't realize I was already smiling from something so trivial and it disturbs me why I reacted like that in the first place.

Le sigh.


But I feel like I can finally move on now. I don't think he hates me after all. I feel so silly all of a sudden. There goes five years of paranoia and over-thinking. Haha. Well, it's not like I can ask him straight to his face if he hates me or not. Still, five years is a bit too much, even for me. I'm just glad this is settled now. No more awkwardness in the future, I hope. :)

Happy RuHanaRu Day!