Wednesday, December 31, 2008

A Late Christmas Present

Naruto Chapter 430 is out!! The latest chapter is love. <3

Naruto is just freaking awesome! And i told you he really looked cool in that coat. His awesomeness far exceeds Sasuke, wherever the hell he is now (hear that, Sasu-princess? *smirk*). I don't know about everyone else, but i think Naruto's sage mode makes him really hot. As in sizzling hot. He's so hot, he's making steam look cool. Yeah, he's that hot. XD


On a more serious note, aside from Naruto's awesomeness level, there are a couple of things i wanted to point out in the manga. First things first, i think Kakashi's still alive (oh, yeah!). I mean, those slug-thingies that Tsunade summoned wouldn't bother healing/protecting dead people 'cause they're already dead, right? So if one of those slug-thingies is hovering near Kakashi-love, then there's a high chance that he's still alive. 


Another thing that bothers me is that it looked like Konoha's been totally wiped out. What happened to the people, then? Did they manage to escape and hide in the Hokage mountain like they did before (in the anime, i mean)? If that were the case, chances are they are still alive, seeing that the Hokage mountain is the only thing left in Konoha. But in any other case, i'd say they're all goners. The ninjas barely survived the explosion, what more can the civilians possibly do to escape that? 

And what the hell happened to Konohamaru? The poor kid is too awesome to be dead. He only had a couple of frames then they decide to kill him off. That's just not fair. They haven't even explained how Konohamaru learned the Rasengan. I assume he learned the Kage Bunshin while training with Naruto to improve their Oroike no Jutsu, but there wasn't a bit of hint in the manga that he's trying to learn the Rasengan, too.

There's a lot of cliffhangers. I can't wait for the next chapter. Hope there's a new one coming out this week. I can't sit still on my chair anymore. Haha. 'til the next chapter, then. XD

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

An Idiot's Guide to Hiking

We walked/jogged/hiked at Lignon Hills this morning due to my parents insistence. I didn't want to go. It was cold and the bed was warm. I wanted to stay under the sheets. But i realized i'd be leaving again soon so why not humor them and join. It wouldn't even take us an hour to reach the top of that hill and back down. We'd be home in no time. And my bed would prolly be still warm by then.

And now i write this Idiot's Guide to Hiking, for people who wanted to make sure they didn't pass out even before reaching the top of a small hill.

[1] Get some sleep.

When i say sleep, i mean the night before. Not when you're actually jogging up the hill. And make sure to be at bed before three AM and get more than three hours of sleep. Save yourself the trouble of rolling down that steep part off the hill because you, oh, right, slept while walking. Nice going, genius.

[2] Eat a light breakfast.

A light meal consists of more than half a toast and a glass of water. Try cereal. You might have better chances of making it halfway through your hike.

[3] Bring water. Embrace it. Treasure it.

You are not in a desert. Take advantage of any water you can find and bring it along with you, you lazy ass. You can't expect people to donate droplets of water just because you're dehydrated and you forgot (intentionally left) your water bottle in the car. At the parking lot. At the bottom of the hill.

[4] Walk.

If you're not an athlete, walk. Don't hop. Skip. Jog. Run. Sprint. Just walk. Do not, i repeat, do not challenge a physically fit basketball-loving person to a jog race, even if said person is your younger brother. Need you be reminded that there are no benches for your royal ass to rest on. Said benches are waiting for you at the top of the hill, which, you clearly are not going to reach if you ignore this life-saving guide.

[5] Zigzagging is not - NEVER - a good sign.

Zigzagging can only mean two things: you've just consumed a lifetime-worth of alcoholic beverage or your brain is getting fuzzy due to lack of oxygen (or from drinking too much). When caught yourself in such situation, it is advised to stay at the side, take a couple of deep breaths, and sit for a while. Well, you can sit on the ground if you want since there are no available couches for you. But if you have a fetish for rolling down a hill like Jack and Jill, you can continue zigzagging your way up.

[6] Reached the top of the hill, eh?

Go on and see your checklist. Top of the hill? Check. Benches? Check. Awesome view? Check. Headache? Check. Difficulty in breathing? Check. Foggy eyesight? Check. Slipping consciousness? Double check

Water? Nu-duh. Brother? Gone. Sister? Gone. Parents? Still on their way up

Congratulations, genius. Way to go. *confetti* It won't be a matter of time before you find your way back to the foot of the hill. Rolling down, of course. You just need to wait a couple of minutes before you pass out, fall down your pretty bench, and roll all the way down. Don't worry, you're still going to meet your parents who are still on their way up. And make sure to excuse yourself to the joggers who need to make way for you.


'til the next hiking trip. Enjoy.

Random Fanfiction

00.) Randomly list twelve of your favourite Naruto characters:

1. Kakashi
2. Naruto
3. Sasuke
4. Sai
5. Gaara
6. Shikamaru
7. Jiraiya
8. Itachi
9. Tsunade
10. Sakura
11. Kiba
12. Neji

01.) Have you ever read a Six/Eleven fanfic before?

Shika/Kiba...? no. Shikamaru's MINE.

02.) Do you think Four is hot? How hot?

Sai. Well, sort of. He looks a bit like Sasuke, so yeah. But he's skinny. And pale. >:)

03.) What would happen if Twelve got Eight pregnant?


Neji/Itachi

OMGWTFBBQ! That's just... ugh. no. Not possible. Never. Itachi never bottoms, anyway. >:)

But if it did happen, Sasuke doesn't have to worry about reviving his clan anymore. XD

04.) Do you recall any fics about Nine? Can you recommend any?

None that i know of... I don't really read Tsunade-centric fics. Mostly narusasu/sasunaru and other crack fics.

05.) Would Two and Six make a good couple?

Naruto/Shikamaru...

I would not humor that with an answer.

I've changed my mind. Maybe, they do. I remember this episode where Shika was saying that he doesn't want to worry about Ino and Chouji. And Naruto. Ino and Chouji, i understand -- they're from the same team. But Naruto? This must be some kind of fanservice or something.

Okay, i'm shutting up. Sasuke's gonna kill me.

06.) Five/Nine or Five/Ten?

Gaara/Tsunade or Gaara/Sakura

Does he really have a choice? Sakura's like a miniature Tsunade! -.-"

Honestly, i'd much prefer Gaara with Neji. But for this one, i'd say Gaara/Sakura. Unless Gaara prefers bigger... uhh... assets. XD

07.) What would happen if Seven walked in on Two and Twelve having sex?

If Jiraiya walked in on Naruto and Neji having sex... he'd probably start writing gay porn soon. Or maybe he has started already. -.-"

Neji should be thankful it wasn't Sasuke who walked in on them. As for Naruto... he's got a lot of explaining to do.

08.) Make up a summary for a Three/Ten fanfic.

Sasuke/Sakura. Wow, what a rare pairing. -.-"

Sasuke is still in the process of moving on after his break-up with his ex-fiancee Sakura. Then he meets this annoying blonde who not only got into his nerve, but possibly into his heart as well. Rawr.

Oh. I was supposed to write a summary for a Sasu/Saku fic? But it's stated there that he and Sakura were engaged before. That has got to count. Besides, this may be the best summary i've ever written (prolly make a story about it, even) and there's no way i'm making it a sasu/saku one. >:)

09.) Is there any such thing as a One/Eight fluff fanfic?

Kakashi/Itachi.

i've always wanted to read a fic about them but i never got around to doing it. KakaIta fluff? well, it's possible. heck, i even feel like writing one right now. (muses, behave!)

10.) Suggest a title for a Seven/Twelve Hurt/Comfort fic.

Jiraiya/Neji...

This is just so... wrong. >"It's All Wrong But It's All Right"...? kyaaa. i know, it's a title of a song but... i don't know... ><

11.) What kind of plot would you use if you wanted Four to de-flower One?


Sai/Kakashi.

There is NO freaking way this is going to happen. Not even in fanfictions. Not when i'm around! Kakashi is mine, too. Sai, that's just not fair. T_T

12.) Does anyone on your friends list read Seven slash?

Jiraiya slash? with whom? Orochi-chan? i don't even want to know... *shudder*

13.) Does anyone on your friends list read Three het?

Sasuke? well, yeah. apparently, they're all normal people, unlike me.

14.) Does anyone on your friends list write or draw Eleven?

Hmm. I don't know... Kiba is fun. If i were born a good artist, i would have loved to draw him.

15.) Would anyone you know write Two/Four/Five?

Naruto/Sai/Gaara.

I don't think so... But boy, will Sasuke be pissed at that. >:)

16.) What might Ten scream at a moment of great passion?

"Shannaro!!"

hahaha. she always says that. lol.

17.) If you wrote a song-fic about Eight, what song would you choose?

Itachi. he's one of my top faves. "The Hardest Thing" by 98 Degrees. hey! making sasuke believe all that crap must have been hard on him. T_T

18.) If you wrote a One/Six/Twelve fic, what would the warning be?

Kakashi/Shikamaru/Neji

Warning(s): Alcohol. Illegal use of sharingan and byakugan. More alcohol.

19.) What might be a good pick-up line for Ten to use on Two?

Sakura/Naruto

Sakura: Have you tried that new ramen flavor?

Naruto: There's a new flavor?!

Sakura: Yeah. I just ate it. Wanna taste me instead?

Rawr. No way in hell. Lol.

20.) When was the last time you read a fic about Five?

Gaara? i... can't remember. Lol. Sometime this week, i guess. He's almost always just a third party in a sasunaru fic. And i've been reading Harry Potter fics recently so... last i've read about him must've been a couple of days ago already.

21.) What is Six's super-secret kink?

Shikamaru...

he's got this obsession with shogi pieces... Gaaaah!! Shikamaru-sama! i'm shutting up!

22.) Would Eleven shag Nine? Drunk or sober?

Kiba/Tsunade

maybe. if he had just finished drinking enough sake to last him a lifetime, yes.

23.) If Three and Seven got together, who would top?

Sasuke/Jiraiya.

Gah. This is too much for my brain to handle. O.o;;;;;;;;;

Not like there's even the slightest chance of getting together, but since i love tormenting sasu-chan, i'd say Jiraiya would top. *evil laugh*

24.) "One and Nine are in a happy relationship until Nine suddenly runs off with Four. One, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with Eleven and a brief unhappy affair with Twelve, then follows the wise advice of Five and finds true love with Three." What title would you give this fic? Name three people on your friends list who might read it. Name one person who should write it.

"Kakashi and Tsunade are in a happy relationship until Tsunade suddenly runs off with Sai. Kakashi, broken-hearted, has a hot one-night stand with Kiba and a brief unhappy affair with Neji, then follows the wise advice of Gaara and finds true love with Sasuke."

I bet Gaara told Kakashi to "go shag another ice prince. Neji's mine."

yeah, something like that. XD

Title? Looking for Love With the Wrong Eye (sharingan, people? get it? nvm...)

I don't think anyone would read, let alone write, a messed-up fic like that... unless it's an extremely crack fic.

25.) How would you feel if Seven/Eight was canon?

Jiraiya/Itachi...

broken-hearted. Itachi... you were meant to be mine.


Saturday, December 27, 2008

Naruto Blues

Mood:
I am so disappointed with the recent episode of  Naruto Shippuuden (ep90). It was supposed to be the episode wherein Konohomaru did the yaoi version of the oroike no jutsu. And they didn't show it in the anime! Pfft. What a bummer. And i was really looking forward to it. Not that i like sasuke/sai or anything -- that's just... gross. *shudder* but still... that would have made a great blooper. for the fic i'm writing, i mean. sigh. it's really not fair. 

okay, so i admit that it would have been a whole new level of yaoi in Naruto. sure, the narusasu "accidental" *cough*yeah,right*cough* kissing scene before was funny but maybe they were thinking that if they include the sasuke/sai scene in the anime, most of the audience would be disappointed. but c'mon! it's like fangirls vs other naruto supporters. it wouldn't have been that bad. we rarely get some fanservice anymore. just imagine fics turned into anime. damn, it would have made a great christmas gift to us fangirls. gah. T_T

and the recent manga chapter hasn't even come out yet. i've been waiting for it the whole day. kept on checking onemanga for updates every now and then but still nothing. i know christmas is a holiday for all of us but... gah, i want my naruto manga. but i still have to wait another week for it to be released. T_T
i've read some spoilers already. they said Naruto's finally coming back to the village. And there's this picture, too. He really, really, really looked cool in it. He was wearing this robe/cape thingy and standing there in all his awesomeness.  

Naruto! Ditch Sasuke and marry me, already~!! X3

ahem. i'm done ranting. i'm looking forward next week for the next chapter update and episode. honestly, i'm having a naruto overload right now. i've written, what, three, four fics already. and i'm still writing one right now. and editing the other two. gawds, someday, naruto will be the death of me. seriously. 

I need to get a life. Rawr. 
Music: Oxford Comma by Vampire Weekend

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Mr. Cold Virus Strikes Again

Dear Mr. Cold Virus,


I have written to humbly ask of you to please, please, leave me alone.
I know i haven't been in touch with you since who-knows-when but it doesn't mean that i missed you so.  

I don't mean to be rude or anything, but i just want my peaceful life back. You know, without the mountains of tissue papers for the runny nose, the annoying sound of coughing every now and then, and the paranoia of being suffocated. I still quite enjoy breathing through my nose, thank you.

So, point is, can you go bother someone else 'cause i really can't afford to entertain you right now with all the long tests and papers due next week.

I guess i'll see you around. Although i really hope we wouldn't meet again so soon. And oh, please tell Mr. Fever to not bother me, too.

Thanks a lot. I'm really looking forward to getting rid of you.


yours truly,

bubbles 

Sunday, December 07, 2008

brrr.

Mood:

i will NEVER, ever, ever again put my hands on freezing cold water with lotsa ice in it.

i have a cold and i'm close to having chills.

and the runny nose isn't helping.

ugh.

i hate being sick.

go awaaaay, Mr. Cold Virus.

go make another person sick, dammit. shoo.

will somebody please tell my cold to leave me alone and bother someone else?

i'm not gonna drink any gross stuff aka medicine just to get rid of it.

gah. T_T

Saturday, December 06, 2008

Winter Wonderland

Mood: 



I uploaded another fic after years! Woot~.

And i updated my profile, too. Muahaha.

Well... i'm not particularly satisfied with how i've written it, but considering how i haven't written in months, i guess it was okay. Hopefully.

I was about to rant about something but i'm off to bed for now. Maybe i'll rant about it in another entry. XD

Toodles.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

blch.

Mood:


kyaaa.

why do i have to freakin' see he-who-does-not-deserved-to-be-named even before my day officially starts?

it's so unfair.

and i was so happy yesterday, thinking that i wouldn't see him this week.

the world is against me. i just know it.

blch.

edit (12/03/08):

i saw him again today, dammit. ugh.

Monday, December 01, 2008

Breathe In, Breathe In, Breathe In, Breathe Out

Mood:

can't breathe.

wouldn't breathe.

don't want to breathe.

bloody fuckin' hell, i can't breathe.

*hyperventilates*

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Doki Doki...

my heart is beating so fast...

i want to make it stop...

but i can't.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

burning up with a high mj fever


i'm burning up with the Michael Johns fever.
i'm quite close to being delirious.
and i'm afraid my sanity is slowly turning its back on me.
*dreamy look*
words cannot express how high up in the clouds i am right now. i'm prolly way beyond the clouds already. beyond the atmosphere, even. i'm sleeping with the stars and planets and meteors and wormholes out there tonight.
i just can't have enough of Michael Johns. he's so freakin' awesome. his looks is one thing (he's sizzling HOT, gawdammit). his voice,another (*swoon*). he's so down to earth and funny. and you just got to love his accent. <3
i'm still having this massive hangover from his gig last Tuesday at Trinoma. we weren't able to meet him in person and i pretty much just stared at him the whole time. even so, i was a fulfilled person by the time we got home. after all, i was just a palm away from him (it was such a waste, but it's okay. it felt like i touched a bit of his aura. lol.) and screaming out "i love you, Michael!!" is just so fulfilling.
besides, i've always believed in second chances. and serendipity told me that the second time will be a hundred times better.
and hell be damed if it wasn't.
it totally ROCKED!!
we showed up at Greenbelt with no pass for his last show. we weren't even sure if we'll be able to get seats. well, at the very least we got to see him again if that were the case. but one of the organizers told us we can still get in if some of the reserved seats are not taken. so we waited. i grabbed a grande toffee nut frappucino from a nearby Starbucks and waited near the entrance just in case we got lucky and got ourselves some seats.
there was a sudden increase in the security around 6:30 and a couple of VIP-looking people started arriving. i was thinking that maybe they were the Ayalas and well... they needed that much security. then this really tall guy came in the picture. it took seconds before my brain processed that it was Michael Johns. -.-"
i totally froze up. he walked right in front of me, with no security unlike the last time in Trinoma, and i could only utter a soft "hi..." (which prolly went unheard). my hand was stuck midway of wanting to shake hands with him. i'm pretty much amazed by how my brain seems to stop working every time he's near me. haha.
I get so weak in the knees I can hardly speak
I lose all control then something takes over me
i became even more anxious to get seats after that. and it really paid off that we waited. we ended up getting (semi) VIP seats. talk about being lucky. XD
i was able to get more pictures and videos this time (special thanks to chaii for her camera ^^). they weren't good shots but were quite decent. i don't bloody know how to take good pictures. not to mention MJ kept on moving around a lot. >_<
he sang more songs today than last Tuesday. well, it's his last day here in Manila, after all. He's awesome. His voice rocks. And his accent was the icing on top of the cake. It felt like cupid was shooting arrows at my heart non-stop. haha.
i kept on falling in love with him all over again with every song. *glazed look* and i couldn't stop shrieking/screaming the whole time. my apologies to elisa and the girls in front of me whose eardrums might have suffered temporarily (i do hope it was only temporary >_<). heck, i even felt my eardrums ringing for a few minutes before i asked myself if that was me screaming. (now i know why chaii kept on telling me off when we were watching the UAAP games. i do scream quite loud when properly motivated. XD)
He sang his original Christmas song in acapella and the lyrics were so great. I totally loved it. And even if it was the first time i heard Purple Rain, it totally rocked. XD Oh, and he also sang It's All Wrong, But It's All Right, which he dedicated to all the girls present in the concert. *dies*
Hello, are you free tonight
I like your looks, I love your smile
Could I use you for a while
Its all wrong, but its all right
The amber sunset glow has died
My needs are very much alive
Is it ok if I stop by
Its all wrong, but its all right
We didn't have tickets for the "meet & greet" part. Again. But unlike last time, which i spent staring at MJ the whole time, we lined up for the photo op with hopes of having Mr. Luck on our side again. And after making much "kulit" to one of the organizers of the show, she allowed us to have one shot with Michael Johns. *was resurrected then dies again*
Oh, when I woke up tonight I said
I'm gonna make somebody love me
I'm gonna make somebody love me
And now I know, now I know, now I know;
I know that it's you
You're lucky lucky- You're so lucky
I just couldn't believe our luck. It was crazy and my brain couldn't process that much information all at once. A script was already running through my head:
"Hey Michael! I've always been a huge fan. You're songs totally rock and you're just freakin' awesome. And... uhh... Can i hug you?"
(insert his lines here)
"I was hoping we can play tennis some time. But i'll definitely see you in your next concert here. *grins reaaaaally wide*"
So when we stepped up on the stage, only a couple of steps away from him, i was totally prepared. It was our turn next. I shook his hands (mentally reminding myself not to wash my hands when we got home), chatted with him, posed for the picture, went down the stage.
Not.
I shook his hands, remained rooted to the spot, his question barely registering on my mind. It was a simple "How are you?" and it took my brain three seconds processing time before i replied a quick "I-i'm f-fine." My script was totally forgotten. Elisa talked to him for a bit. Said something like "...didn't watch American Idol after you (Michael Johns) were voted out..." to which MJ replied "i like you more..." and followed it with a "don't lie to me". Haha.
Then we posed for the picture and said goodbye to Michael. I wasn't able to say anything else besides my stuttered reply but i was pretty cool with it. At least i got to shake his hands, semi-hugged him, and his arms were on my shoulders when the picture was taken. *dies yet again*
Heaven, I'm in Heaven,
And my heart beats so that I can hardly speak;
And I seem to find the happiness I seek
When we're out together dancing, cheek to cheek.
Heaven, I'm in Heaven,
And the cares that hang around me thro' the week
Seem to vanish like a gambler's lucky streak
When we're out together dancing, cheek to cheek.
I am so in heaven right now. I hope it'll last until the semester ends (wishfful thinking). Haha. Maybe then i wouldn't mind having a (insert word here) for a teacher. XD And maybe it can motivate me enough to give up my cramming queen title. Hmmm. Who knows. XD
I'm looking forward to Michael Johns' first album, which is coming out this March, by the way. Grab a copy, people! And i can't wait for his next concert here in Manila. I wanna hug him for real. Maybe by that time, i'd have the guts to actually start a decent conversation. XD
Until next time, Michael.
Michael, you're so hot, you burn me. LOL.
(i ought to stop making up random, not to mention crappy, pick-up lines. -.-")

special thanks to:
chaii
 - for the camera. you're my second favorite person right now next to MJ. mwah!
elisa - for the tickets in Trinoma. and for tagging me along. rock on. XD
alex - for the tickets, too. ^_^
elisa's mom - for accompanying us in Greenbelt. and taking the picture. and convincing the organizer to let us have a picture with MJ.
Ms. Organizer 1 - for letting us in for free and the semi-VIP seats.
Ms. Organizer 2 - for letting us meet MJ.
Kuya Manong Photographer - for taking a picture of us with MJ.
you guys rock! 

Monday, November 03, 2008

Multiply is down right now so i'm blogging here instead. X3



I'm soooo into Oofuri recently. This is the first time I've actually liked a main character who cries so much. I don't even like Tsuna (Hitman Reborn) that much. I mean, for goodness sake, how can he be such a wimp when he's *that* good?! Ugh. Well, at least the good-looking guys pulled the anime/manga off. 8D

Anyway, back to Oofuri. I just can't seem to hate Mihashi even though he cries at every possible moment. Must be because of the yaoi implications. Hahaha. And at least he's got an excuse as to why he turned out to be like that.

And I've never been interested in baseball before I watched/read Oofuri. It's kind of fun once you get the hang of it. I never really understood how that "three strikes and you're out" rule goes but I sort of have an idea now. I think I'm so hooked into baseball I'm even considering buying myself a baseball bat for my next birthday. Well, okay, that's a bit insane. Maybe a baseball ball and gloves would do. Haha.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

First Posts Never Die

Mood:

Is it just me or are the first posts really that hard to write?

I don't even know why I'm into blogging again. I'll prolly just ditch this again in a month or so. Pfft.

But I'm sort of looking forward to posting stuffs. I mean, I originally planned this blog to be more of the post-whatever-i-want-to-post-and-who-cares-if-people-see-them kind of blog. I think I really shouldn't mind at all if people see what I'm posting or not. Who cares? It's mine, after all.


So here's to my future posts! Cheers!

~kaori

Sunday, October 19, 2008

closed until further notice


this has got to be the worst sembreak ever.
and i'm making it worse by subjecting myself to house arrest.
i haven't been out of the house for what - four, five days. i don't know.
i'm just not in the mood to go out and have fun or something.
this seriously sucks.
makes me want to go on some unknown island, dig myself a hole, and hibernate indefinitely.
sigh.
this has got to be one of the major drawbacks of philosophy -- it makes methink.
i never think. 
i'm just this happy-go-lucky random person who doesn't give a rats ass about anything (or so i'd like to believe).
besides, thinking is not suited for my oh-so-puny little brain.
but i don't know... somewhere along those painfully long hours of philosophy classes i just lost myself in deep thought.
and i'm still lost right now.
so, i'm quitting the drama.
maybe i'll just really go on some island and... well, i don't know... think some more?
whatever.
and though it pains me much to cut myself off from the internet world (yeah, right), i guess i'll have to lie low for a while.
no more multiply. no more ym. no more random internet surfing...
gawds, i haven't even tried that plurking thingamajigga craze yet. some other time, maybe. hmm.
i'll just keep you updated on which deserted island i'm bound to inhabit.
so yeah, until further notice.
later, y'all.

Friday, September 05, 2008

it's not everyday death eaters chase you

i woke up with the faint ringing of a bell, only to figure out it was my phone's alarm going off. it was the most annoying sound one can hear early in the morning and i struggled to look for the cursed thing, which i ended up sleeping on. i squinted at the still blurry digital numbers screaming 8:30 on the screen and it only took me a couple of milliseconds to comprehend the situation i am in.

it's 8:20 in the freakin' morning (since my phone is 10 minutes advanced).

i have a 10-point bonus problem that needs to be submitted BEFORE 8:30, considering it would be the only source of any points, positive points, in my last exam (100 point f*cked up exam).

i'm f*cking late. (need i say more?)

and i'm panicking.

well, at least i had the decency to brush my teeth, change my clothes, and do other necessary chorvas, in record breaking time, mind you, before i ran to school -- from the eight floor of a building (i didn't take the elevator) to the third floor of another building across the street. 

i was cursing whoever the idiot was who said that it was illegal to cross Katipunan. i had to run to the overpass, run up, run across, run down, run, run, and run all the way to Faura. i can only be thankful that there's no law against students running around the school like they are being chased by a googillion death eaters. 

i swear my heart was pounding so hard against my rib cage, it felt like it would suddenly pop out any second. it was a matter of life and death. besides, it wasn't only my paper at stake. i'm responsible for submitting a classmate's paper as well. and if she doesn't blast me off to oblivion for not making it on time, i'd do the honors, myself.

okay, not really. i'd just be left to contemplate how miserable my life is for the rest of my already miserable life. and how i made other lives miserable cause i'm so miserable and...what the f*ck am i saying?

anyway, lo and behold, i made it just in time.

i arrived in the department at exactly 8:29.

am i great, or am i just great?

i think i might be the new Phidippides of this generation. heh.

and if ever i wasn't able to make it in time, i'll prolly just drop school and train as a runner for the next olympics. after failing almost everything, i need some ego booster.

the adrenaline rush of the last 10 minutes was enough to bring me back to life. i was practically dead yesterday after messing up a theo oral exam (how the f*ck am i supposed to know how love goes around in this freaking world?), being reminded how effing clueless i am in programming (i quote: "pwede pa namang mag-withdraw sa class diba?"), being slapped in the face by the fact that there's a 96.38% chance of getting a zero in a 100-point exam (it sucks finding out that you ignored a problem just to spend two f*cking hours solving another problem with NO solution), and sulking for not being able to get some tickets for the Ateneo-La Salle game.

sigh. it's kinda depressing to know that you're relying on adrenaline rush to revive you. but still, with all that adrenaline in my body, it was a surprise how i just dropped dead in my bed afterwards. too much exhaustion for the last 20 minutes, maybe. who knows.

at least i was able to pass our life source aka bonus problem. i'm back to dreamland and i couldn't care less whatever's gonna happen for the next few hours.

goodmorning world, goodnight to me.

Thursday, February 28, 2008

stupidity sucks...


stupidity sucks...
and its aftermath.


saw the ball coming...

...but i still got hit square in the face.


in short, tanga. >.<

Friday, February 22, 2008

of procrastination and caffeine


wide awake at this friggin' ungodly hour in the morning...
staring stupidly at the computer screen.
i blame it all on coffee.
and delayed, over-ignored, almost forgotten, lab reports.
i crown myself queen of procrastination.
damn.
i'm feeling schizophrenic right now.
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a cow jumped over the fence of an unknown building in the vast fields of green mountains.
searching for the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow guarded by ugly trolls who goble up less ugly billy goats.
and he flew with the help of pixie dust scattered in the sky by the wandering clouds admiring the dancing daffodils along the shore of the calm sea.
a leprechaun apparated suddenly and furiously ran over the hundreds of daffodils who cried in dismay as they were being crushed.
he then took an arrow and shot the cow dead. he dragged it to a nearest factory and turned it to a chocolate drink and labeled it CHUCK-Y.
the end.

whaddaf---fishes...? O.o
how schizophrenic-y.
schizophrenia - psychological term referring to being "sabaw".
how's that for a definition? XD
so much for taking up psy101.
my teacher's sooooo gonna fail me.
@_@ 


[edit]
i'm off to bed.
04:56 am.