Stop fighting insensitivity with insensitivity.

I did not post this to give her another round of bashing. I'm sure she got more than enough of that to last her a lifetime.

Yeah, the picture is funny but I really can't bring myself to laugh at it. Call her names if you want -- maybe she really deserved that for being insensitive, but I think this joke has gone too far. I don't think it's funny to joke about letting people drown in a flood to save a car when some people are actually drowning out there. She may turn out to be the worst criminal who ever existed but to wish that kind of fate upon her is just so... wrong.

Sorry. Maybe I'm just being oversensitive with this whole Ondoy craze and I'm really not in the mood to appreciate jokes like this right now. I might just be overreacting because I'm tired with all the volunteer work we did the whole day. And maybe after this whole hullabaloo has died down, I'll look at this picture again and have a good laugh. But for now, I just wish people would be more sensitive about some things.

Blog Addict

So how would you know if you're addicted to blogging?

My best friend often tells me that I am. I'm not sure, though. I just love ranting, rambling, writing about stupid nonsense about... everything and nothing. But sometimes my rants scare me. I mean, a lot of things are going through my head and writing keeps my mind off of them but the ideas just keep flowing one right after the other.

In my defense, though, what I lack in speaking, I make up for it in writing. So yeah, that should explain why I blog a lot. Well, it's not really an explanation but that's my excuse for now. Haha. XD

Anyway~ I really ought to do my lab reports. Gahd, I left Tumblr only to go back here in Blogspot. Blog-constraint FAIL. Hahaha.

My very first ragetoon

Welcome to my life.

Dear Sasuke

You're such a fucking jerk.

'nuff said.

Long Time No Blog?

Why, hello thur, blogspot. Long time no blog, huh? I'm sorry if I have been ignoring you. Tumblr has got me captivated. XD

9/9/09 9:09

lotsa nines.

I wish it were enough to bring me all the luck I need.

The Sky is Crying For Me

Oh, dear Lord, I think I'm going to die like, right now.

Theology orals in an hour.

Im'ma fail.

Please stop time for me.

I'm randomly uttering curses already.

I'm so damn fucking nervous. Shit.

Goodbye For Now

Goodbye Plurk.

Goodbye Tumblr.

Goodbye Restaurant City.

Goodbye Mafia Wars.

At least for now, I want to say goodbye.

Second Chances

I posted this on my tumblr a few days ago. It's more of a message to myself than to anyone else, really. I've been getting a lot of second chances lately and every time, every single time, I just take it for granted. It makes me wish I could turn back time and do it all over again. But that's what the second chances are for, right? So you wouldn't have regrets after.

I've screwed up more than a couple of times before but that was in the past. Now, I'm ready to take that second chance and make the best out of it. And this time, I won't mess it up. I won't have any regrets.

This Isn't Funny Anymore

I have an hour before my first class starts and I have barely two paragraphs for my paper. Damn. I can't seem to write anything. I can't organize my thoughts. They're all messed up in my brain and I don't know what to say in my paper. I don't even know what my point is.

This really isn't funny anymore. I'm not sure if I'll be able to finish in time. Where the hell are my muses when I need them? I need some creative juices here. TT_TT

It's Over

I don't feel like writing my paper anymore. Really, it just... doesn't make sense. I can't clear that giant fog that is clouding my thoughts.

Someone, lend me another brain please. I promise I'll return it soon after I got my brain working again.

Fail Much

I just realized that if ever my philosophy teacher stumbled upon this blog, I AM SO DEAD.

Blog spam FAIL.

I've Gone Mental

Kasi Rachel, ganito yan. Ang mga tao, normal na tao, natutulog sa gabi tapos gising sa umaga. Hindi katulad mo na gising sa gabi tapos minsan, gising pa rin sa umaga. Nagpapakamatay ka ba? Ano ba sa tingin mo ginagawa mo sa buhay mo, ha? Andami mong kailangang gawin para mamaya pero anong ginagawa mo ngayon? WALA.

Para ka namang tanga e. Ayusin mo nga ang buhay mo, pwede?

At huling hirit na, pwede bang matulog ka naman? Okay? Wag mong masyadong minamahal 'yang mga eyebags mo.

After 10 Hours of "Philosophizing"

This is what I've written for my paper so far:

Fucking Research Paper

How the fuck did the philosophers branch out from another? Dammit. Like hell I care. But I should. Cause this is like, a huge part of my grade. DAAAAAMN.

The End.

Guess who's going to be dead later.

I Am So Effing Useless

Dear philo paper,

Please write yourself and relieve me of this stress. I want to get some sleep, if possible.

Thank you.

Love,

Rachel

P.S.

I'm not getting any sleep tonight, am I? Le Sigh.

I Need Coffee

I won't survive this night without it. I have barely started reading for my paper and my eyes are drooping already. Damn. I'm going down to get myself some coffee.

And now the unofficial battle between coffee and philosophy begins.

Clueless

You know what's so hard about writing this goddamned paper? It's because I don't have a bloody idea what to write about. I mean, at least give me some epiphany!

Okay, maybe I should have been reading all those sources I got but then again, I don't know what to focus on while reading. This is an epic failure. Oh, I will be so dead tomorrow.

I Hate It...

...when people waste my time for me.

I'm Hungry

I haven't had dinner yet and I'm staaaarving. >_<

And I'm suddenly craving for pizza. And pasta. And banoffee pie. And cupcakes.

Okay, I'm ranting but I really want to have pizza.

Ooooh~ Dinner's here. It's not pizza, though. Maybe next time. XD

Pick Up the Pieces

After I'm done writing this, I promise to focus on my philo paper. No more random browsing in the internet. No more playing Clue classic. No more photoshop-ing. No more plurking/tweeting/facebook-ing. No more fanfictions. It would be just me, my philo paper, and the mountain of sources that I currently have, waiting to be read.

Seriously though, I don't know what's wrong with me recently. I'm just not in the mood to do anything at all. Is that some sort of side-effect of getting sick for two weeks? Okay, I'm making up excuses for being lazy, it's pathetic.

I think things around me are distracting me more than I wanted them to. And I need to stop myself from indulging in them too much. I know they're ruining my life but it's like an addiction... there's always this need to have a dose of them whenever I have a hang moment or something. Sigh. I just need to get over this.

So now I'll try to start picking up the pieces and get my old not-so-fucked up life back. Maybe then I could actually start enjoying the things I do and not get all panick-y because I've forgotten to do something for a class. Maybe then everything would be better.

Wish me luck, I guess. The real battle starts now.

Completely Fucked Up

"your life is completely fucked up!!!: what the fuck happened to you!!! you used to be ok. all i can say is that you need some serious counceling."

I got this result in Facebook. It's kind of depressing but nonetheless true. I don't know what I've been doing recently. Everything's just being fucked up and all that shit.

I want my old life back.

I'm Spamming My Blog

This is like my fourth blog today and it's only lunch time. Maybe I can reach 10 by dinner.

It's not like I'm bored. More like "I really don't want to start with school requirements even if I badly need to." Oh, I'll be so dead by tomorrow. :\

And I need something to distract me from opening my tumblr. Damn, it's been more than 24 hours already and I miss browsing through the pictures/quotes/blogs.

Le Sigh.

I wish Friday would come sooner.

Waste of Time

I hate it when I waste time on useless things...

...like this blog.

Oh, when will you ever learn?

I'm frustrated right now.

I can't seem to do things that I should be doing. Even though I know there isn't much time left for me to do it. It's just that... I don't feel like doing them. I'm not, in the slightest bit, in the mood to do anything. They're all just a bunch of requirements that I need to submit in order to pass my subjects. There's not even a bit fun in doing them.

And now I'm wasting time on the internet. I'll prolly blame it on this when I start messing up in my classes, not to mention the semester is almost coming to an end and I won't have enough time to redeem myself.

Le Sigh.

I prolly should go and make something out of myself.

Do you really have to click on that damn refresh button every damn five minutes?

Asshole.

It's Official

I do not know how to "reflect".

It all ends up in senseless ranting. I don't even get my point anymore.

Damn this.

A High Price to Pay

Only you can cheer me up these days...

...but it's costing me a lot.

Are you worth it?