My heart feels like it's going to burst from too much sadness.

Uchiha Bride

Sasuke in a wedding dress.

His character seems to be so dark in the manga recently. So I thought I'd make him look... less dark. Haha. XD *evil laugh*

(This was sketched in my planner but it turned out horribly when I uploaded it so I had to re-do it in Paint.)

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Napatalon naman sa tuwa ang puso ko sa sinabi mo. Haha. Thank you. Sino to? Whoever you are, you are my most favorite anonymous formspring-er right now. ;))

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Burnout - a psychological term for the experience of long-term exhaustion and diminished interest.

I've been buried in nothing but school work since January came. Three weeks now. Three weeks of hell in the form of exams, papers, readings, and all other shit work that comes with it. I don't think I have gotten a good night's sleep since the new year crawled in. And just when I thought I could at least have a short break a week or so from now, that thought bubble burst into thin air when I found out we also have an exam scheduled for that week.

I honestly feel like collapsing from too much exhaustion. I just want to rest for a while. Is that too much to ask? Sigh.

It's amazing how one person can make you feel that everything's going to be fine even if it seems like the whole world is falling apart.

Thank you. :)

Ironic

Isn't it ironic, that the very person who can cheer you up with such a simple message would be the same person to make you experience this much drama?

And that person doesn't even know anything about it.

Le sigh.

Hey moon, please forget to fall down.

(Photo from happy monsters.)

In my defense, I sighed a second before I read your entry about you sighing a lot.

Sigh.

This is hopeless. I am hopeless.

Sugar Crash

You know that feeling, when you're insanely happy that you feel like your heart is going to burst from too much happiness but then something happens and all that positive energy becomes negative in an instant?

That's exactly what I'm feeling right now.

Sometimes I think I'm being over-emotional about some things. It doesn't take much to please me but it takes only one little thing to burst that bliss bubble. I wish I weren't that simple. That it would take more than that to make me happy so that I wouldn't care much when things start to get fucked up. But then, that means I would be giving up my happiness in exchange for not getting disappointed, or hurt even. And that would be like cheating myself -- depriving myself of the simple pleasures of life because I'm too much of a coward to face the reality that the world is indeed fucked up.

Sigh.

Okay, I'm thinking more rationally now. Or at least I hope so. Maybe the reason why I feel so down easily is because I'm expecting too much. I'm caught up in this stupid delusion that everything would turn out right in the end. That things would go the way I want them to be. I know deep down that it's nearly impossible but that doesn't stop me from hoping -- from rooting for that small chance that maybe, just maybe, it would indeed happen. But then again, I think I'm just fooling myself. I've been fooling myself for years now.

Denial is a sad thing. Delusion is worse.

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Whats wrong lovely. You seem distressed? Ah, well i hope you are having a nice day :)

I'm just stressed with school work. Thankyou, I'm feeling better now. I hope you're having a great day too. :)

blow me some bubbles

Another Case of Being Anti-Social

It's not that I intentionally try to hide or run away from people but the introvert in me demands for me to do so. That, and my resolution to not be an extra wheel in what's supposedly an even-numbered wheel vehicle.

So, yeah. Sorry if I seem to be a bit cold. I just don't feel like dealing with people sometimes (usually when I don't have enough sleep). And my guidance councilor assured me that it's a perfectly normal trait for introverts and that I'm not just being a cold-hearted bitch. ;p

2009