When all you want to do is sleep but can't...

dear diary/journal/blog (whatever),

can i give you another name?

cause diary/journal/blog sucks.

so i'm calling you...

hmm...

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kitsune.

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dear kitsune,

i can't sleep.

what do normal people do when they can't sleep...?

count sheep...?

nah, i'd rather count kitsunes.

coz kitsunes eat sheep.

one kitsune.

two kitsunes.

three kitsunes.

four kitsunes.

five kitsunes.

six, seven, eight, nine, ten kitsunes.

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one kitsune jumping over a fence.

two kitsunes jumping over a fence.

three kitsunes jumping over a fence.

four kitsunes jumping over a fence.

five kitsunes jumping over a fence.

six, seven, eight, nine, ten kitsunes jumping over a fence.

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not working.

milk...?

i don't wanna drink milk.

besides, i'm too lazy to move from my spot.

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geez, i'm bored.

bored.

bored.

bored.

the internet's slow.

must be because of all the nocturnals out there.

hey, i'm not a nocturnal.

that was before.

i'm an insomniac now.

which means i couldn't sleep.

even if i wanted to.

and even if i badly need to.

cause i still have a consultation around 8 tomorrow.

i mean, later.

so that gives me less than, hmmm, 3 hours to sleep.

ah, screw sleep.

i'll just doze off during my class tomorrow.

i mean, later.

or do you think i should just skip my class...?

i've been dyin' to do that all summer.

but i haven't got the chance.

tch.

too bad, eh?

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this is not working...

i guess i'll just ramble off to sleep.

-shrug-

i want to eat ramen.

i haven't eaten one before but naruto seems to like it a lot.

do kitsunes eat ramen, too?

i'd let you have some if you want.

hmm...

you know what?

i just realized i'm turning seventeen in a few months.

^O.o^

no. way.

but i don't want to be seventeen.

-pouts-

i want to be sixteen forever.

wait, i think i said this when i was thirteen.

tch.

i'll just forget my birthday, not celebrate it, and pretend i'm still sixteen.

you think that will work?

on second thought... i don't wanna be sixteen...

i wanna be fourteen...

coz fourteen's such a nice number...

reminds me of mitsui...

and well, seven times two is fourteen.

i love seven.

but i don't want to be seventeen.

-sigh-

this is going nowhere...

where's that sleep fairy when you need her?

geez.

anyhows, staring at the keyboard doesn't really help.

i'll go stare at my phone instead.

g'night, kitsune.

Insomnia sucks...

and carrots, too.

i hate them both.

they're so not good for my health.

and they're gonna be the death of me.

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i think.

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darn.

i freakin' have a seven-thirty class tomorrow.

shit.

make that later.

arrgghh.

the hell's wrong with me??

i wanna go to bed already.

double darn.

i'm already in bed.

azhool.

wtf am i mumbling about?

i think my brain's already asleep.

tch.

oh, wait.

i don't have a lit class later.

just the consultation.

riiiiiiiiiight.

wth am i supposed to tell my teacher...?

"uhh... i do think elizabethan women are... you know... push-overs... coz men bullied them back then and they seem to be enjoying it."

yeah, right.

i am so not aiming for an F.

-sigh-

i wanna cut my classes.

ES sucks.

well, not really.

it just...

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sucks (for the lack of a better word).

i'm gonna sit at the back of the classroom later, hide behind those tall guys, and sleep my way through class.

or is it better if i remain in my seat in front and sleep my way through class...?

ah hell, who cares?

either way, i'd still get my well-deserved sleep.

hah!

darn.

i almost forgot about the workshop.

tch.

i just hope i don't fall asleep while drilling the aluminum shit, i mean, sheet.

unless i want to drill my hands instead.

gulp.

no thanks.

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ahh, fawk.

i've been rambling again.

geez.

to hell with this.

insomnia sucks.

and carrots, too.

Suicidal...? Nah, I don't think so.

Hmmm...

Well... it's not the first time I nearly got hit by a car...

And I've only been hit once (by a bicycle, no less...) because I always have someone to pull me out of the street most of the time...

but yesterday...

yesterday was stupid.

I was stupid.

And mentally impaired (probably from too much lead in engineering workshop... hmm...).

Cause tell me, who in their right minds would cross the street half-asleep...?

No one.

Except me.

I don't really know what happened yesterday. i was on my way home and as i was crossing the road from the blue eagle gym to the soccer field, I fell asleep.

Yep, just like that.

But I was still walking. I think. Or I must have stopped in the middle of the road or something.

Next thing I know, I was startled by a car's loud honking and its bumper's only a few inches away from me. D:

Obviously, I was in its way.

So I was there, standing in the middle of the road, and I just have to stare at the said car stupidly (as if it would say something. duh.).

In all honesty, I didn't know what to do. I took a step back before I decided to just cross the street.

I was in a state of shock for a few seconds before I found myself laughing my ass off. I had absolutely no idea about what just happened. I really must've fallen asleep while crossing. I can't think of any other way to explain it. hmmm...

But it was a funny experience. Hilarious, even. I have to do this again sometime... not.



P.S.
To all the drivers who got caught in the jam (all six or seven of you) because of my stupidity, I am deeply sorry.

when boredom strikes...

arrggghh..

nakakainis...

nakakainis talga...

i don't know why i'm so pissed off, but i am.

and i don't even know why.

kasi hindi ako nakapanood ng spiderman3...?

kasi hindi ko napanood ung episode ng prince of tennis ngaun...?

kasi hindi ko mapapanood ung episode ng hana yori dango...?

kasi nawalan ako ng load...?

kasi umuwi na sina mommy...?

kasi hindi ako makalaro ng weff ngaun kasi wlang winzip 'tong pc sa internet shop...?

kasi wlang headphones 'tong pc ko...?

kasi ang bagal ng internet...?

kasi gusto kong magsulat pero wala akong papel...?

kasi inaantok na ako pero hindi ako pwedeng matulog dito sa internet shop...?

kasi nakakapikon ung summer classes ko...?

kasi hindi ako nakasama dun sa summer camp...?

kasi... kasi... kasi...

ewan...!

basta... naiinis ako ngaun...

gusto ko ng bagong stuff toy...

gusto kong maglaro ng bball sa arcade...

gusto kong pumuntang EK...

maglalaro ako ng bump car...

tpos bubungguin ko lahat ng lumapit sakin...

kaya nga tinawag na bump car diba??

o kaya sa star city na lng...

gusto kong pumunta dun sa dante's inferno...

di ko pa nata-try pumasok dun...

masaya raw dun... nakakatakot...

tpos magmumukmok na lng ako dun sa limbo...

dun namn daw napupunta ang mga nawawalang bata e...

ung mga tinataboy at pinabayaang bata...

mag-gho-ghost haunting na lng ako dun...

kakaibiganin ko na lng ung mga multo dun para masaya...

tpos mananakot na lng kami ng mga engot na pumapasok dun para lang takutin sarili nila...

haaaayy...

wala rin...

naiinis pa rin ako...

tch.