Naruto 437

The latest chapter is so... so... so... ack! I don't know.

They can't do this to me. 

Hinata isn't supposed to confess to Naruto!

And Naruto isn't supposed to react like that! Just look at his shocked expression:

It's as if it's the first time someone confessed to him. Well... it is the first time someone confessed to him. *sigh* why does he have to be so effin' clueless all the time? tsk.

Back to the root of my problem, this isn't supposed to be a NaruHina love story. It can't be... I don't want to stop reading/watching Naruto if it does turn out to be like that. Sheesh. Why can't they just continue with the NaruSasu rivalry/friendship/overly-close relationship? Come on, grant some fangirls their wishes.

Anyway, thinking more rationally, I think the sudden appearance of the fifth and sixth tails was not because of Hinata's confession. Well, it may have contributed somehow, but I guess if any one of Naruto's friends would be in that situation, he won't hesitate to bring out his power. Okay, I'm being biased.

But here's what ultimatefangirl!kaori has to say: I think the ninth tail would come out when Sasuke's around. Either Naruto's fighting him or he's trying to save Sasuke's sorry ass. I really hope it turns out that way. You have to understand, Naruto can't be with Hinata, no matter how sweet of a couple they would seem to be. He's supposed to be with Sasuke, and Sasuke alone. So Sasuke should hurry the hell up and go back to Konoha, that jerk! This is a freakin' serious matter! He can't just sit still and watch. Do something, you bastard! And while you're at it, you can confess to Naruto, too. You can learn from Hinata. It shouldn't be that hard.

Ahem.

So I was saying, Hinata is supposed to be with Kiba, and Naruto with Sasuke. The end.

And oh, Team Gai's back in the village! *finally* There's going to be some action soon.  Yay! Next chapter, please. Haha.

Rants Before I Sleep

i really need my sleep.

i haven't been able to sleep for real last night cause i kept on waking up every now and then because of who-knows-what and the heat. and it's happening again tonight. ugh.

insomnia sucks.

(sidenote: omg, footsteps upstairs again. am i supposed to panic...?)

i so need my sleep tonight. i have an exam tomorrow and i really need to finish that histo paper before friday cause i have another exam on that day. yeah, it sucks to be me. tsk.

and i have a busy weekend ahead of me. lab reports + review for a long exam (in electromagnetics, no less. wish me luck) + other preparations for recROOTment week + other stuffs.

sigh. i want a really, really long break. i've had enough of school.

anyway, i sort of think i'm tired already. hopefully, i'd drift off la-la land once my head hits the pillow.

ta-ta.

It Ends Tonight

I wish I can get over it soon. I don't want to think about it anymore. It pains me to do so. I hate thinking about how much effort we exerted on that just to lose it all in the end. It still hurts.

And I don't have time for drama. I don't even want to rant about this. I just want to make some sort of closure so that I can get a move on with my life and pretend that that never happened.

I want my old life back, thank you very much.

when darkness turns to light
it ends tonight, it ends tonight...

Confuzzled

i'm not so sure what i want anymore.

the whole running for my org has been driving me insane lately. i'm not even sure why i tried to do so. i've never been fond of politics and the like so running for an election must have been totally out of character for me.

but i thought that i could make a change. that i could do something different. apparently, that wasn't the case. 

after all the effort we put in campaigning and in being grilled by what-the-fuck questions during the FOUR-hour miting de avance, we'll suddenly find out that we're not even official candidates cause we lack THREE freaking points for our campaign. if it weren't for Mr. No-you-can't, we would have completed that 30-point campaign and would only be worrying about the results of the elections next week. 

sigh. this really sucks.

but i've been thinking a lot about it, too. maybe i'm just not fit for this kind of job. i don't want to think about it anymore.

bahala na...

Not Just Heart's Day...

...it's Kira-niichan's birthday!!

Happy Birthday, Kira-niichan~~!!!

No Way!

My beloved Naru-chan is abducted!

That was such a foul trick. Freakin' bastards. How dare those Akatsuki guys lay a finger on him! Tssss.

And where the hell is Sasuke-teme?! I thought he was coming over to Konoha some time soon. Apparently, I was wrong. He's still nowhere to be seen. He should hurry up and act like he's some kind of a knight in shining armor for Naruto. But I have a feeling he would do that. Or is it just my fangirl side kicking in? Haha, I feel like writing a fic right now.

But seriously, what's going to happen to Naruto now? With that chakra-absorbing pathetic-excuse-for-a-sidekick, Naruto's sage mode chakra will easily be gone. And without that helluva power, Naruto's chances against the Akatsuki have just dropped by a huge percentage.

This is so not happening.

C'mon, frog/toad minions! Freakin' save Naruto already!

And what the hell is wrong with the ninjas of Konoha? They were all like 'let's just stay here and leave all the fighting to Naruto.' I mean, what the fuck? They should have at least tried to do something. 

So what if Naruto told them not to interfere? So what if they weren't strong enough to handle those crazy Akatsuki people? What the hell happened to teamwork? What happened to being concerned about your comrades? This is just so wrong. You don't just leave your comrades out there in the battlefield and save yourself the trouble of getting your scared-shitless ass killed.

Sigh. I don't even know why i'm making such a big deal out of this.

Caffeine Rush

Wide awake at this ungodly hour in the morning.

I have yet to study for my exam later in electronics. I am doomed to fail yet again.

Although I wish I would at least get an acceptable score.

Wish me luck.

It All Started Here

I miss Slamdunk.

I miss reading it. I miss watching it. I miss writing about it.

I miss our so-called "brothers". Kaede-niichan. Hana-chan. Kira-kun. Micchan. Ryota-kun. All of them.

I miss the fanfictions, mostly. 

I remember the very first fanfiction I've read - The Blink-Stripping Game.

I knew I should have stopped at the title. It said it all. 

I can't believe how clueless I was back then. I mean, it wasn't exactly lemon-y but it was implied. 

I've lost my train of thoughts already. Haha. Til next time, I guess...

spilt ink, blank papers

i miss writing.

it's just not the same again. ever since that deleted folder incident i never had the heart to write like i used to. i could write about almost anything before. from the most non-sensical incident to the really, really important ones. but i just can't write like that anymore. 

sigh.

it's not even making me feel that better when i write. it used to make me feel a whole lot better. especially when i'm feeling so down. after i write, i'm good to go. but now... i don't know. there's really not much of a difference anymore before and after i write.

i'm losing it. my escape world, i mean. it's not fair. nothing's gonna keep me from crumbling now.

give me back my life.