Incoherent Thoughts

This was a cryptic attempt to express my thoughts of shifting out of my course, dated two years ago.

I think this was one of those times that I was seriously contemplating on shifting out and not just simply ranting about how I really don't like my course anymore and how much I'm fed up with it. I wouldn't have made it cryptic if it were only that simple.

If all goes well, I would finally be graduating in less than two months after five years of shedding blood, tears, and sweat to get through ECE. Of course I would be happy when that day comes. But I'm not sure if I would be ecstatic. I mean, I'm still unsure of what I would want to do after graduation. I don't want to work. I can't imagine myself working in some company. And even if reviewing for the board exam seems like an escape route from working, I honestly don't feel like taking it just for the sake of being an "engineer". I once thought it would be cool to be labeled as such. I'm just not so sure what to think of it now.

Less than two months left, now... I know shifting out is not an option anymore so I need to pull myself together and give it all I've got. Konti na lang.