I'm a mess. My life is in shambles and I don't know where to start picking myself up. I just want to lie in my bed and stop thinking. I want to not care about anything at all.
I'm stuck. I'm going absolutely nowhere. And it frustrates me that I can't seem to do anything about it. That even when I try to do something, it just doesn't work. It's not the same as before. Nothing's the same as before.
I'm tired. Tired of trying to make anything right. Tired of pretending I'm fine when I'm actually not. Tired of having to do things on my own. Tired of fooling myself that everything is okay -- that everything is gonna be okay because it's not. And I'm not sure if it's ever gonna be. Nothing feels right anymore.
I'm giving up. Because there's nothing else left for me to do. I'm a mess, I'm stuck, I'm tired and it's just not worth fighting for.
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