Monday, February 02, 2009

spilt ink, blank papers

i miss writing.

it's just not the same again. ever since that deleted folder incident i never had the heart to write like i used to. i could write about almost anything before. from the most non-sensical incident to the really, really important ones. but i just can't write like that anymore. 

sigh.

it's not even making me feel that better when i write. it used to make me feel a whole lot better. especially when i'm feeling so down. after i write, i'm good to go. but now... i don't know. there's really not much of a difference anymore before and after i write.

i'm losing it. my escape world, i mean. it's not fair. nothing's gonna keep me from crumbling now.

give me back my life.

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