Confuzzled

i'm not so sure what i want anymore.

the whole running for my org has been driving me insane lately. i'm not even sure why i tried to do so. i've never been fond of politics and the like so running for an election must have been totally out of character for me.

but i thought that i could make a change. that i could do something different. apparently, that wasn't the case. 

after all the effort we put in campaigning and in being grilled by what-the-fuck questions during the FOUR-hour miting de avance, we'll suddenly find out that we're not even official candidates cause we lack THREE freaking points for our campaign. if it weren't for Mr. No-you-can't, we would have completed that 30-point campaign and would only be worrying about the results of the elections next week. 

sigh. this really sucks.

but i've been thinking a lot about it, too. maybe i'm just not fit for this kind of job. i don't want to think about it anymore.

bahala na...