Not in the Mood

i'm bordering the lines of being pissed off. i caught myself snapping a while ago and i'm really getting there.

i don't know why i'm suddenly in such a foul mood.

maybe because the fact that i've already wasted so much time is slowly sinking in.

that, and maybe beacuse i can't do anything because i don't have my notebook with me yet.

sigh. this is ridiculous.

and i absolutely hate it when people force me to do something when i don't feel like doing anything. can't they just fucking take NO for an answer?? ugh.

and then they're gonna start telling me that i'm this and that. what the hell... but whatever, i just don't care about anything right now.

okay, i've cooled off for a bit. i didn't want to go with them cause even though i'd slightly feel better, i'd just feel even more frustrated afterwards cause i wasted even more time. if there's one thing in my course that i've learned, it's that you can't slack off whenever you feel like it. when you're free, read a book or two. force your brain to understand things that are way beyond your level.

it's time that i need and i'm losing it by the second.

i don't mean to be bitchy but i'm just not in the mood to do anything fun right now.