When all you want to do is sleep but can't...

dear diary/journal/blog (whatever),

can i give you another name?

cause diary/journal/blog sucks.

so i'm calling you...

hmm...

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kitsune.

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dear kitsune,

i can't sleep.

what do normal people do when they can't sleep...?

count sheep...?

nah, i'd rather count kitsunes.

coz kitsunes eat sheep.

one kitsune.

two kitsunes.

three kitsunes.

four kitsunes.

five kitsunes.

six, seven, eight, nine, ten kitsunes.

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one kitsune jumping over a fence.

two kitsunes jumping over a fence.

three kitsunes jumping over a fence.

four kitsunes jumping over a fence.

five kitsunes jumping over a fence.

six, seven, eight, nine, ten kitsunes jumping over a fence.

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not working.

milk...?

i don't wanna drink milk.

besides, i'm too lazy to move from my spot.

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geez, i'm bored.

bored.

bored.

bored.

the internet's slow.

must be because of all the nocturnals out there.

hey, i'm not a nocturnal.

that was before.

i'm an insomniac now.

which means i couldn't sleep.

even if i wanted to.

and even if i badly need to.

cause i still have a consultation around 8 tomorrow.

i mean, later.

so that gives me less than, hmmm, 3 hours to sleep.

ah, screw sleep.

i'll just doze off during my class tomorrow.

i mean, later.

or do you think i should just skip my class...?

i've been dyin' to do that all summer.

but i haven't got the chance.

tch.

too bad, eh?

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this is not working...

i guess i'll just ramble off to sleep.

-shrug-

i want to eat ramen.

i haven't eaten one before but naruto seems to like it a lot.

do kitsunes eat ramen, too?

i'd let you have some if you want.

hmm...

you know what?

i just realized i'm turning seventeen in a few months.

^O.o^

no. way.

but i don't want to be seventeen.

-pouts-

i want to be sixteen forever.

wait, i think i said this when i was thirteen.

tch.

i'll just forget my birthday, not celebrate it, and pretend i'm still sixteen.

you think that will work?

on second thought... i don't wanna be sixteen...

i wanna be fourteen...

coz fourteen's such a nice number...

reminds me of mitsui...

and well, seven times two is fourteen.

i love seven.

but i don't want to be seventeen.

-sigh-

this is going nowhere...

where's that sleep fairy when you need her?

geez.

anyhows, staring at the keyboard doesn't really help.

i'll go stare at my phone instead.

g'night, kitsune.