Dear subconscious,


Ohmygod, what is wrong with you!?

I thought we made it clear earlier this week that we're feeling the right feels already. Apparently, you weren't informed of that meeting. Either that, or you weren't listening at all.

Because seriously, what the fuck was that?

We're cool now, okay? We're not flat out ignoring each other but we're not overly friends, either. Let's just... leave it at that.

And of course I miss hanging out with them. I haven't seen them (well, the other one, at least) in so long. But that doesn't mean you can go around messing with my head and my feels and whatever.

Just stop it. I have enough things on my mind right now and I don't need you messing it up even more.

Let's just stick to the Merlin-themed dreams, alright?

Hit me with a bludger again and I'll kill you.



Rachel