Pick Up the Pieces

After I'm done writing this, I promise to focus on my philo paper. No more random browsing in the internet. No more playing Clue classic. No more photoshop-ing. No more plurking/tweeting/facebook-ing. No more fanfictions. It would be just me, my philo paper, and the mountain of sources that I currently have, waiting to be read.

Seriously though, I don't know what's wrong with me recently. I'm just not in the mood to do anything at all. Is that some sort of side-effect of getting sick for two weeks? Okay, I'm making up excuses for being lazy, it's pathetic.

I think things around me are distracting me more than I wanted them to. And I need to stop myself from indulging in them too much. I know they're ruining my life but it's like an addiction... there's always this need to have a dose of them whenever I have a hang moment or something. Sigh. I just need to get over this.

So now I'll try to start picking up the pieces and get my old not-so-fucked up life back. Maybe then I could actually start enjoying the things I do and not get all panick-y because I've forgotten to do something for a class. Maybe then everything would be better.

Wish me luck, I guess. The real battle starts now.