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A Little Bit of Motivation

I need things to look forward to so I can get through the whole of February, which I think would be the hellest of all the hell months I have ever been through. Having said that, here's my things-to-do-list for March:

1. catch up on anime/mangas
2. cooking lessons with Momi Mae [03.15/16]
3. ice skating at Mall of Asia with batchmates [03.09]
4. try Fuzion's smoothie with vodka
5. write fanfictions
6. continue doodles and sketches
7. clean room 
8. tumblr like there's no tomorrow
9. breakfast with Chaii and Janine
10. finish blog entries in drafts
11. videoke like craaaazy [03.08]
12. horror movie marathons at Faura
13. DotA with F308 guys + sir Rod
14. Rockband until one of my fingers falls off [02.26]
15. Tagaytay trip to watch sunset
16. finish Golden Sun 2
17. play tennis [03.16]

The Final Countdown

So I listed all the requirements I need to get done before February ends. Just looking at it makes me want to turn back now. Le sigh. But this is it. It's the last of the hell months before we can finally graduate. Wish us all the best of lucks.

TCOM152.1
1. quiz (feb19)
2. project (feb21)
3. finals (feb24)
4. bonus paper (feb24)


TCOM152.2
1. project (feb21)


TCOM126
1. long test (feb21)
2. finals (feb23)
3. project


JSP104
1. kanji quiz (feb16)
2. kanji quiz (feb18)
3. finals (feb24)


ECE163
1. seminar papers (jan28)


CE180
1. midterms (feb3)
2. project (feb24)


ECE191.2
1. code (feb7)
2. first draft (feb18)
3. defense (feb16)
4. hardbound copy (feb28)

Can we just skip February and go straight to March? 

Freefall

Really, if I had wanted to be suddenly plunged into mid-air, I would have signed up for a bungee jump experience. I can't remember giving you permission to push me off a cliff.

Do you get some kind of thrill out of being an asshole?

Or are you deliberately being one just to piss me off?

If you're doing it on purpose, it's working really well. I mean, you're the only one who have ever pissed me off using earphones, anyway. That has got to be an accomplishment for you, isn't it?

If it's war you want, then I'm gonna give it to you. I swear, before the year ends, I am going to find an excuse to punch you in the face. Maybe then I could knock the asshole-ness out of you.


Rachel - 3
Mr. Prissy Pants - 4

Four Stars for Three Idiots

This is exactly the kind of movie people need to watch before they enter college.


(I will edit this later when I'm more coherent.)

Of Banoffee Pies and Short Notes

You still owe me a slice of this, darling.

Glücklich Geburtstag.

Dear You,


Remember when we used to talk about cupcakes and whatnot? Or how it would be lovely to have a tea party out in the garden? Or how you're so good at baking and how I'm just not made for the kitchen (I'm still waiting for that banoffee pie you promised me, you know.)?


Remember when I just got out of the hospital and you told me to 'get well soon'? Or how I kept on saying the same thing to you for several days because your surgery schedule kept on being pushed to a later date because your doctor wasn't available?


Remember when we used to listen to John Mayer and Neutral Milk Hotel non-stop? Or how we drool over pictures of Jon Kortajarena without his shirt on?


Well... I'm just trudging down the path of sweet ol' nostalgia. And I'm dragging you along with me.


I miss you, idiot.




Love,
Me




P.S.
I figured out that playing Moffatt's 'I Miss You Like Crazy' at a time like this doesn't help at all.

Bipolar

"Sometimes I am inclined to believe that I really am bipolar."

That's what I wrote on Dexter's Facebook wall last night. He brainwashed me into thinking that I am one. Well, it isn't that bad, knowing that he's just as bipolar as me (maybe worse), but what the hell.

Here's what urban dictionary has to say about being bipolar:

Seriously, these mood swings are a**-fuck crazy. See my last post? I was practically emitting happy, gay waves earlier. And right now? There are clouds of impending doom and gloom hovering over me, it's not even funny. :|

And the reason for these clouds? I was a bit (a bit, I swear!) jealous about something. I was more pissed, though. Tsss. Le sigh.

Ugh, these effing mood swings really need to leave me alone.


BV go away
come again no other day
Rachel really wants to be gay (as in "happy" gay)

Of Childhood Blues and Lego Crews

Last night, I had this sudden urge to play Legos. I really, really wanted to, that I was almost crying tears of want. I even considered calling my mom (at 11:35 in the evening!) just to tell her to send it through LBC. But then again, I don't have a good enough excuse for having it mailed so suddenly. Well, aside from my weird urges to relive my childhood, that is.

Anyway, Kelvin replied to my emo post in tumblr and offered to bring his Legos to school. And here they are! Ta-da! :D 

I seriously felt like my five-year old self when I got them this morning. It's pure bliss. :)

Though, I have a feeling no one would be able to talk to me tonight when I get home. Hahahaha.