Sorry if I'm taking this a bit too personally.

It's hard not to.

You know that feeling, when everything is just going great but then you get this nagging feeling in your guts that something wrong is going to happen, and you can’t enjoy what you are supposed to be enjoying at the moment?

I feel like that right now. Sigh.

Wasting Time

(i'm not posting this on facebook because, well, i don't want to.)

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- i don't think so. but my name is already as common as it is.

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIEd?
- last night. while watching In My Life. TT_TT

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- sometimes. ;p

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAL?
- bangus. :D

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
- nope

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- maybe.

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
- when i feel like it.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
- yes.

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
- i'm scared but i want to.

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
- honey stars.

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
- rarely.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
- this will always be one of the hardest question. can i just say all?

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
- uhh, smile?

15. RED OR PINK?
- red

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
- crammer

17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
- right now, my best friend.

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
- since i'm posting this here, obviously not.

19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
- pink shorts and i'm barefooted.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
- crazy for this girl (evan and jaron)

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
- purrrple

23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
- coffee.

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- my dad.

25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
- what kind of like are we talking about here? ;p

26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
- tennis, basketball.

27. HAIR COLOR?
- black

28. EYE COLOR?
- black/brown

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
- nope

30. FAVORITE FOOD?
- marami. haha.

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
- happy endings.

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
- In My Life

33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- dark blue

34. Summer or winter?
- winter

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
- hugs

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
- uh, what?

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
- this is crazy.

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
- my name is red.

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
- i don't have a mouse pad.

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
- hmm. news? haha

42. FAVORITE SONG(S).
- a lot.

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
- both?

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
- negros?

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
- procrastinating. it's a tough job.

46 WHERE WERE U BORN?
- Sorsogon City

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
- whoever's

Ako na.

Ako na ang patay na patay sayo.

Rock the Halls: Rock Star for a Night

with the ultimate rock star, Ate Ning.

AECES Christmas Party - DiROCK Delta.
Prince David Roof Deck.
11 December 2009

It was so much fun. I had a blast. And even though my rock band skills were crappy, I still enjoyed it. Hahaha.

I felt like a rock star for one night. \m/

Procrastinating

Okay, so I really need to get some things finished. Soon.

It's past 11 in the evening and I haven't done any schoolwork yet. Not to mention it's my hell week next week and I'm probably being suicidal by procrastinating this much. I just don't feel like doing anything. My brain has been on Christmas vacation ever since December came and I'm not really doing much to make it come back from its early vacation.

Blah. I think I just need some kind of motivation. A distraction to distract me from my distractions. If that made any sense at all.

So... I'm doing this checklist thing again. In hopes of bringing myself back to reality. And because apparently, having a planner does not work for me this time.

1. TCOM151 lab report (theoretical framework)

2. TCOM122 lab report

3. PoS100 readings (long test)

4. Hi166 readings (for quiz)

5. Hi166 bibliography for research paper

6. Ph104 readings

7. Th131 readings

Oh, and did I mention I was going to die this week? I didn't? Well, I certainly am going to die this week. Ohgod, can we just fast forward to Christmas break? x_x

Isaw Tuesdays

Yes, I commemorate this day, 8th of December of the year 2009, as the day I first ate isaw.

Consider it a Christmas gift for my friends.

I just remembered it now cause I'm starting to get weird slight stomach aches. Or maybe i'm just that paranoid. Bleh.

Prayers for Bobby

I’ve just finished watching this and my eyes are all red and puffy now. I think I cried for about three quarters of the movie and I have used up an entire pack of tissue paper. But the tears just kept on coming, I couldn’t help it.

On an entirely different note, almost everything about the movie reminded me of my Theology class. I was like, “that was what we were discussing in class last meeting!” (There was even a part where the answer to our quiz was given. I wish I have watched this before. Tsk tsk.) I am so tempted to email my teacher and tell him about this movie. Haha. Maybe I will.

I still get teary-eyed every time I hear news about the Ampatuan Massacre.

Even now, I still can't find the words to describe how I feel about that incident.

First Day of Sem Post Part Deux

Technically, it's the second day of the semester but... okay, I have no excuse. It is the second day of the semester.

But just to not make myself look totally stupid, it is the first meeting for some of my classes, so ha! ;p

I was a minute late for my first class -- History. I wouldn't have been late if it weren't for this strong urge to check my mail when I woke up. Well, there was good news waiting for me in my mail so I'm okay with being late. XD As for the class itself, well... let's just say that I've never liked History before (although at some point, I deceived myself that I did) and I never will. Let's just leave it at that.

TCOM lab was uneventful, as usual. We didn't really had class but we stayed inside the room because it was airconditioned. Haha. We also had a photoshoot of some sort with JanJan's new mini Diana. That, I like. <3

PolSci was... interesting. Well, not the subject itself because I don't think I'll ever come in good terms with anything related to politics, but the fact that there was a cage in front of the room, with a piano inside it... I still have no idea what to make of that. It still bothers me. I don't think I'll even try to sleep in that class no matter how boring it may get. I'm sure it wouldn't be so pretty if I woke up and find myself inside that cage with the piano. I don't know if my teacher is capable of teleporting us inside that cage but who knows, she just might. She's cool like that.

I had Theology after PolSci. Theology is Theology and forever will be Theology. But I think I'm gonna love Theology this sem because... well, just because. God seems to love me a whole lot more this semester and I can't thank Him enough for that. Bwaha. If it's possible to grin like mad for an hour and a half every Tuesdays and Thursdays for an entire semester, I'd prolly do that. But then I'll look stupid so I'll just put on my best poker face but you'll know I'm really smiling deep down.

Haha. Theology really got me all hyped up today. Lalala~ I hope it lasts for the whole semester. XD

Inspiration is just an aisle and seat away, and a glance outside the window.