Tuesday, November 10, 2009

First Day of Sem Post Part Deux

Technically, it's the second day of the semester but... okay, I have no excuse. It is the second day of the semester.

But just to not make myself look totally stupid, it is the first meeting for some of my classes, so ha! ;p

I was a minute late for my first class -- History. I wouldn't have been late if it weren't for this strong urge to check my mail when I woke up. Well, there was good news waiting for me in my mail so I'm okay with being late. XD As for the class itself, well... let's just say that I've never liked History before (although at some point, I deceived myself that I did) and I never will. Let's just leave it at that.

TCOM lab was uneventful, as usual. We didn't really had class but we stayed inside the room because it was airconditioned. Haha. We also had a photoshoot of some sort with JanJan's new mini Diana. That, I like. <3

PolSci was... interesting. Well, not the subject itself because I don't think I'll ever come in good terms with anything related to politics, but the fact that there was a cage in front of the room, with a piano inside it... I still have no idea what to make of that. It still bothers me. I don't think I'll even try to sleep in that class no matter how boring it may get. I'm sure it wouldn't be so pretty if I woke up and find myself inside that cage with the piano. I don't know if my teacher is capable of teleporting us inside that cage but who knows, she just might. She's cool like that.

I had Theology after PolSci. Theology is Theology and forever will be Theology. But I think I'm gonna love Theology this sem because... well, just because. God seems to love me a whole lot more this semester and I can't thank Him enough for that. Bwaha. If it's possible to grin like mad for an hour and a half every Tuesdays and Thursdays for an entire semester, I'd prolly do that. But then I'll look stupid so I'll just put on my best poker face but you'll know I'm really smiling deep down.

Haha. Theology really got me all hyped up today. Lalala~ I hope it lasts for the whole semester. XD



Inspiration is just an aisle and seat away, and a glance outside the window.

Do I really have to make a first day of sem post?

I haven't even started with my last day of sem post for last semester.

Ahh, screw that.

This semester is... well, I can't really tell yet. I'm still having problems with my schedule. I'm not used to having Monday classes anymore. Boo that. I want my old schedule back.

My first class for the semester was, uhmm, a disaster, to say at the very least. We were just reviewing stuff we should have had learned last semester but we were totally clueless. Well, I was. I think I need to start taking memory enhancers already. Tsk.

The only thing fun about it was that I was able to see my friends again after a long time. But I'm definitely not looking forward to our "surprise" quiz next meeting. Apparently, my brain is still in sembreak mode and I doubt that will change within this week.

Had a short meeting after that. Then I hung out with Via, Elaine, and Isadelle at the caf. Had lunch with Chaii, Cameh, Ronna and Zel at Flaming Wings and talked about some stuff. We were making so much noise, I bet other people were starting to get annoyed but I really don't care about 'em. We're just having fun. XD

I almost got late for my philosophy class. We had to do this self-introduction where we were supposed to say what we want to do after we've graduated. Most of my classmates were saying something about a career or a business plan or something. Me? I told the class I wanted to go to outer space.

My teacher actually did a double-take and asked me again. I just replied "yeah, space". Then he said "damn. I wanted to go to space, too." I think I like him a bit more now.

I would have enjoyed the rest of the period, if it weren't for the throbbing headache that my tired eyes was giving me. It totally ruined my supposedly happy first day. Ugh.

Went to Starbucks with Via after my class. I still don't know how she got me to agree to go with her. We stayed there for a while and talked about... randominity. Then she went home with me to get her CDs.

As for me, I've been on the Internet ever since she left. And now, seven hours later, I'm still on the same spot.

Lovely.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

I don't get drunk, I get allergies

5 days now.

Five freakin' days and I still have allergies from drinking beer and vodka. Oh, what the effer did I do to deserve this? It totally blew up what's left of my sembreak. Tsss.

Aside from the fact that I'm forced to drink two different medicines a day, and that I have to make sure I have my anti-itch lotion with me all the time, and that my legs are still red-ish (which reminded me of how they looked when I got dengue two months ago) -- I'm totally fine. Seriously. I'm doing real great.

Okay, I'm done fooling myself. I just want to get rid of this fucking allergy, dammit. -____-

I swear -- cross my heart, hope to die, pinky promise and all that stuff -- I will NEVER, and I mean never, touch any alcoholic drinks ever. Everrrr. Well, except for special occasions but other than that, never. You get my point.

And now I'm off to bed cause my allergies are acting up again and I don't want to deal with it.

Sixth day now. Fuck this.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

At First There Was Chaos

Two weeks ago, the Philippine version of the Great Flood happened. As the rain continued to fall and the water started to rise, some lost their homes, some lost their loved ones, others lost their hope. However, the arc that was supposed to save everyone was nowhere to be found.

September 26 -- That particular Saturday morning, we had an exam that I was only half-prepared for. I was really hoping that it wouldn't push through, so when the announcement came that classes were suspended, I was silently cheering "thank you, rain. you're a life saver". Little did I know that I would regret those words just a few hours later.

I stayed at home and watched the usual morning news and shows. Around 11am, I had to run an errand for my dad which required me to go to a nearby internet cafe in the building beside ours. I was not aware that Katipunan was already flooded and the knee-high flood which greeted me outside definitely came as a surprise. But I needed to send the documents to my dad so I braved the few meters of floodwater to reach the other building.

While waiting for the documents to be scanned, I chatted with the woman in charge of the internet cafe. She told me that she was going to close in a few minutes because she had to get home to her two-year old son who she left with her sister. Apparently, the water was already starting to enter their house and her sister needed help to get their things to a higher level and look after the kids at the same time. When she asked me how bad the traffic in Katipunan is, I told her that it wasn't moving at all because of the flood so she's going to have a hard time going home in Balara.

At that moment, I felt her desperation to go home and be with her family. Her husband also went to work that morning and was also stranded somewhere. Worry was painted all over her face and the only thing I was able to do was assure her that everything would be okay. I know my words did not matter much at that time, but it was the only thing I can offer, as well as my prayers.

When I got home, I quickly washed my feet with water and alcohol. I spent almost the whole afternoon complaining how dirty the floodwater was and that I shouldn't have crossed it. However, when I saw the news about people swimming in neck-deep floodwater just to get home or to save themselves from drowning, I shut up immediately. My earlier experience was like a walk through the park compared to what they were going through.

It was only then that my eyes were opened to what was going on in the Metro. It wasn't the usual "hey-it's-raining-hard-classes-are-suspended-hooray" day. It was something more than that, something worse. I was immediately reminded of the storm that hit my hometown, Bicol, almost three years ago. At that moment, I remembered the woman from the internet shop. I remembered what it felt like to be away from your family when a disaster like this strikes. It was a feeling that, if given a choice, you wouldn't want to feel ever again.

Imagine being miles away from your family with no means of contacting them. Cellphone networks and phone lines are down and you have no idea if they're okay. The only means of knowing is through the news, which only reports on how bad the situation in the area is. It did nothing to ease your worries. If possible, it only made it worse. It came to a point where you couldn't even bear to watch the news because everything is just awful.

It was like the same thing was happening over again. But even though I know that my family is safe this time, the thought that hundreds of other people are out there somewhere, stranded in their roofs, swimming through several feet of floodwater, struggling to get home to their families, fighting to survive. It was hard not to feel for them.

The day after that disaster, the effect of Ondoy was really felt. A lot of people were left homeless and several lost their loved ones. I would like to quote a former OSCI formator, Kuya Ubit, who was one of those who were greatly affected by Ondoy: "It would be so easy to be emotional at those times. It would be so easy to blame people. It would be so easy to cry. But my wife and i chose not to. Even after seeing what Ondoy did to our house, to our belongings, to our life… instead we chose to celebrate. Celebrate because we still have our dreams… we still have each other. We may have lost a house but we got back our Home."

True, people may have lost some of their properties but in the end, what is important is that they still have their families to go home to. We were all shaken up by that incident but in time, we would all be able to get back on our feet and live on. Thankfully, Ondoy did not affect me as much as it did to others. My Ondoy experience was more of an emotional rollercoaster ride, rather than a physical one.

Three years ago, when Reming hit Bicol, all I could do was watch in the news as the houses disappear under the lahar and people become homeless, or get buried along with their houses. It was a heart-breaking scene which grips my heart every time I'm reminded of it. Back then, it all came as a shock to me. I didn't know what to do and all I was thinking was that everything was just plain awful. But when Ondoy happened, I was more prepared -- both physically and emotionally. And I know this time, I have to do something than just stand around.

Like one of my friends said in her blog, "Nung nangyari si Ondoy, parang dapat may gawin ka na lang talaga eh. Wala nang tanong tanong, dapat tumulong ka na." It was like I was given another chance to make a difference and it would be stupid of me not to take it. I helped out, not only because it was the right thing to do, but because I can.

For the next few days, I found myself helping out in the relief operations at school with hundreds of volunteers. The spirit of volunteerism was just overwhelming. The donations of food and clothes were starting to fill the area and the number of volunteers just kept on increasing. We may have different reasons why we chose to help out but in the end, that desire in us that wanted to help those who were affected by Ondoy brought us together. It was an amazing feeling that we were able to make other people's lives a bit better with all our joined efforts. Maybe, just maybe, this is the "arc" that was meant to save everyone.



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Saturday, October 03, 2009

Shoot Me

Why am I still so hung up on you? Dammit. -_____-

Three Shots 'o Rum Ago

I've tried talking to other people but they just can't compare to you. They can't make me smile the way you do.

Le Sigh.

Monday, September 28, 2009

Stop fighting insensitivity with insensitivity.


I did not post this to give her another round of bashing. I'm sure she got more than enough of that to last her a lifetime.

Yeah, the picture is funny but I really can't bring myself to laugh at it. Call her names if you want -- maybe she really deserved that for being insensitive, but I think this joke has gone too far. I don't think it's funny to joke about letting people drown in a flood to save a car when some people are actually drowning out there. She may turn out to be the worst criminal who ever existed but to wish that kind of fate upon her is just so... wrong.

Sorry. Maybe I'm just being oversensitive with this whole Ondoy craze and I'm really not in the mood to appreciate jokes like this right now. I might just be overreacting because I'm tired with all the volunteer work we did the whole day. And maybe after this whole hullabaloo has died down, I'll look at this picture again and have a good laugh. But for now, I just wish people would be more sensitive about some things.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Blog Addict

So how would you know if you're addicted to blogging?

My best friend often tells me that I am. I'm not sure, though. I just love ranting, rambling, writing about stupid nonsense about... everything and nothing. But sometimes my rants scare me. I mean, a lot of things are going through my head and writing keeps my mind off of them but the ideas just keep flowing one right after the other.

In my defense, though, what I lack in speaking, I make up for it in writing. So yeah, that should explain why I blog a lot. Well, it's not really an explanation but that's my excuse for now. Haha. XD

Anyway~ I really ought to do my lab reports. Gahd, I left Tumblr only to go back here in Blogspot. Blog-constraint FAIL. Hahaha.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Dear Sasuke

You're such a fucking jerk.

'nuff said.