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i'm currently suffering from EBDS.

Excessive Boredom Depression Syndrome.

i mean, wtf is wrong with me?

do people normally get depressed from doing nothing?

this is so not right.

Extreme Boredom

I'm all alone in our house and I'm dying of extreme boredom.

I don't wanna watch tv.

I don't wanna cook something lest I burn down our house. *sweatdrop*

I don't wanna go out cause it's sort of raining.

I don't wanna sleep again cause that's the only thing I've been doing since I got home.

I'm running out of things to do.

I even made a FB account just so i can say i'm doing something. Heh.

I'm ranting -- first sign of boredom which is bordering the loss of sanity.

Im'ma raid the kitchen and come up with something... edible. 

Don't worry much, I know how to use the fire extuingisher. :p

Can't Get Enough of It

Why is it that i can't seem to get enough of Matt Doyle?

I'm back to listening non-stop to the Bare soundtrack. After that rough Finals week, you'd think I have totally forgotten about my addiction to Bare, but no, it seems to have intensified more because of the week-long deprivation.

Well, whatever. The soundtrack is awesome and Matt's voice is just godly. I can listen to it all day long and I bet wouldn't get tired of it. Haha. :p

Spring Awakening's soundtrack is just as awesome. Well, Matt's not in the audio recording but I like the songs. Totally Fucked is still my top fave. And then there's The Bitch of Living -- I totally love the arrangement. I'm starting to like And Then There Were None because of Moritz's voice. His voice is also love. X3

It's kind of weird that I'm listening to musicals lately. I have such a weird taste in music. Lol. I wonder how long it would take before I actually get tired of listening to Bare and Spring Awakening. Hmm..

home sweet home

i'm home, finally.

my dad and i left for the airport at the ungodly hour of four in the morning. i barely had three hours of sleep last friday night. tsk.

our flight was scheduled 6:40am but we were at the airport before 4:30. talk about being early. and i wasn't able to catch up with my sleep while waiting cause the seats were cold and uncomfortable. but once we boarded the plane, i fell asleep even before we took off. i was so damn tired my eyes couldn't take it anymore. but at least i did not forget to put my seatbelt on. haha.

got home around 9am and i dropped dead on my bed. i wasn't even able to change my clothes. i slept throught the whole morning. and afternoon. and part of the evening. well, actually, i wasn't planning on getting up anytime soon. i could have slept until the next morning or so. but my sister was throwing styrofoam balls at me. WHAT THE HELL... so yeah, i was forced to get up around 7pm. that was the longest power nap i ever had. 10hours! haha. and yeah, it was just a nap. if i were to sleep for real, it would have taken me more than 12hours. 17hours, at most. heh.

i totally miss the long hours of sleep. i think i'll be spending the first few days  of vacation just sleeping. haha. and then i'm going to have a movie/series marathon. i'm not sure if my driving lessons will still push through but i'll be looking forward to it. XD

anyway, i'm off to bed. even after 10hours of sleep, i still feel drowsy. haha. 

it's finally OVER

phew. i barely survived this semester. i hope the next semesters would not be as much deadly as this one. but i doubt it... 

nevertheless, FREEDOM at last!

as temporary as it will be, freedom is freedom is freedom.

and i will embrace it with much open arms. haha.

cramming days are gone.

sleepless nights are over.

caffeine will no longer be a need.

nosebleed incidents will be lessened.

curse-til-you-drop sessions will be prevented.

and my sanity will no longer be threatened.

(at least for the time being)

welcome back, my life.

in a few hours...

...we will have our well-deserved freedom.

6hours, 35min more to go.

i can't wait.

please lang...

...ayoko na mainis.

stop doing things that are making me pissed off at you cause i'm even more frustrated by the fact that i am going to be pissed at you.

so please, stop.

so pissed off

PUTANGINA NAMAN KASI, NAPIPIKON NA AKO.

pardon me for the use of such strong words but i'm just so pissed off right now.

maybe i'm just sleep-deprived.

maybe i'm just stressed out.

maybe i'm just frustrated.

maybe people can just be downright fucking annoying at times.

or maybe all of the reasons above applies.

this is plain bullshit.

not in the right state of mind

i freakin' thought my thermodynamics exam is on 9:30.

turns out it was scheduled 11:30-1:30.

and i'm wasting my time reading fics. whatta-loser. haha.

i hope i don't fail this exam.

i've got a feeling it's going to be a two-hour long daydreaming about faeries what-not.

*nuninuninu*

words cannot say it all...

i'm so tired of this fucked up semester.

but saying it in English is not even half as satisfying when you say it in Tagalog:

pagod

na

pagod

na 

ako

sa

putanginang

sem

na

ito.