Tantrums. Bow.

nag-tantrums ako kanina...

as in yung solid na tantrums na umiiyak na tapos sinisipa at binabato na yung mga gamit.

wala lang.. trip-trip lang.

gusto ko lang asarin si kuya. haha LOL

pinagbigyan niya rin naman ako after 30min or so ng pagta-tantrums..

..at siya pa ang nagligpit ng kinalat ko.

haha, san ka pa? WINNER! :))

eh?!

It occured to me just now that Shia LaBeouf reminds me so much of Naruto. yeah, Naruto -- the blue-eyed blonde anime guy.

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I don't know why... I just do.

MSE - defined!

MSE

- a subject designed to make students go crazy due to its unrivaled epic-ness

- equivalent to 499 pdf slides (just a little bit more to reach 500)

- approximately 27 pages (bond-paper sized) of hand-written notes

- more than 420 terms covered (and still counting...)

- makes up 30% of the class standing

- may or may not (usually not) be defeated by a venti-sized coffee

- can cause stress which, more often than not, lead to extreme fatigue and in worst case scenarios, catastrophic failures

WARNING: too much exposure to this subject may lead to an exponential decrease in the number of brain cells. it is advised to stay away from it as much as possible and to pretend it never existed.

almost there...

putanginang shet.

ayoko na mag-aral...

nakakaiyak sa dami ung MSE.

A Different Shade of Green

I felt sick ever since we had that quiz in EngMa this morning (yesterday, technically). It's just a mild headache but it won't go away. I tried to sleep it off but it was still there when I woke up. 

I hate this. I can't be sick. And I don't even know what to do with it.

Medicine is off the list. Sleep is not working either. I tried icecream, too, but it just got worse. Maybe chocolate will help...? Hmm.

If i still have this freakin' headache tomorrow, i don't think i'd be in school. But we have a quiz in EngMa (surprise, surprise) and a long test on Wednesday so i guess there really isn't much of a choice. And that other headache-inducing-subject, MSE, will also have another long test on Friday so, yeah, good luck to me and my pet headache.

I hope i survive this last two weeks of summer. I seriously need a break.

Pause. Slow-mo. Play.

To whom it may concern:

You have already taken away the fun in my summer.

Robbed me of my well-deserved sleep.

Trampled on my confidence repeatedly.

Crushed my hopes indefinitely.

Left me wallowing in my miseries. 

And now my brain cells are dying, if not already dead.

What more do you fucking want?

What more can you possibly do?

Make me go through this hell again?

I have had enough, thank you very much.

I shall have my sweet revenge when the time comes.

ano daw?

magulo kang tao.

wala lang. 

XD

Reminiscing

(I promise i'm going to study after this, so just let me rant for now)

I was browsing through my old multiply albums when i saw this picure. This was taken last year at Catanduanes when we had this spontaneous trip to Karin's place. Which then reminds me how much i miss spending time with them. 

I miss the videoke sessions, the sabaw talks (even without the booze), the anime marathons, the sleepovers, the random and completely nonsensical fanfictions, the crazy, spontaneous stuffs we do every now and then, and well, i simply miss hanging out with them.

Maybe, if time permits, we can do something crazy again before first semester starts. And maybe we can drag along t-chan, d'rin, and dun-chan. Wittle Fweax unite once again, huh? That'll be fun for sure.

I sure miss those days.

Bursting my Thought Bubbles

I've been wanting to write an update for quite a while now but i just can't seem to get into the mood. I must have attempted to write a number of times, only to delete everything when i lose my train of thoughts. It's funny how my thought bubbles seem to be bursting one after the other.

I think i need a mind reader. As much as i want to talk about things, i can't seem to put them into words. I needed them out of my head but i can't. Of all the times i've relied on writing to put my mind into ease, it just have to fail me now. I'm running out of options.

I honestly hate writing with depth. I mean, i do love writing, but not when i have to write something that would make me really think. I prefer the random, witty, and funny ones, thank you very much. But lately, i can't seem to stop thinking about everything and nothing, it's starting to drive me insane. And as much as i wanted to keep an i-don't-care-what-happens-fuck-the-world attitude, it just doesn't seem to be working right now. Which leaves me to my dilemma of having to resolve this problem of thinking too much by jotting them down and coming up with a reasonable solution. It's a cyclic process and i don't know where to start.

edit:

Bubble Bursts

1. The fact that i'm already in the fourth year of college hell is not yet sinking in.

2. I realized that i've been missing that weird feeling, whenever i'm watching anime, for quite some time now. It's good to feel it again. :)

3. A little voice inside my head won't stop bothering me. I hope it would shut up soon.

4. I've been thinking about going to Taiwan for our OJT. *wishful thinking*

5. I think i still haven't gotten over last sem's hullabaloo.

6. I'm trying, but utterly failing, to like my subjects this summer. 

7. I miss writing fanfictions.

8. I hate the fact that i think that i'm finally maturing.

9. I feel like i'm missing something but i don't know what it is.

Well, after much thinking, i came up with this list which i may, or may not, elaborate on my future entries. Chances are, i won't be going to, but if i have to keep myself sane for a longer period of time, i guess i have no choice.  

Out of My League

Cos it's frightening to be 
swimming in this strange sea 
but i'd rather be here than on land...

yes she's all that i see 

and she's all that i need 

and i'm out of my league once again...