Day 05 - Resolutions

Doing a New Year's Resolutions list is silly. I don't think I have ever done anything I could actually cross out on that list.

I don't like changes much. They rattle me and leave me disconcerted for a while. And they take so much effort to go through with. I would complain about how things are so repetitive and how boring they would get but somehow, I'm fine with it. Because then I would know how things will go and what to expect from them. Besides, being monotonous is sort of the "easy way out" sometimes.

But it's a new year and I ought to have some resolutions. Perhaps I could say that I ought to not make any resolutions this year. That if I feel like doing something, something that I think would make things better, would make me better, then I would do it. And maybe, in the process, I could convince myself to not lean so much towards an alternate reality no matter how much better it seems to be.